Friday, December 9, 2016

Christmas Presence

This is one of the most beautiful Christmas Seasons I have ever experienced.  I'm still piecing together all the whys, but I know that this year every light seems brighter, and every song more joyful.  Honestly, in many ways it's been a pretty crappy year.  We've had a lot of yucky things thrown at us, and endured a lot of anger and malice.  It has been a year of struggle for right to win, and for love to conquer (but God said it would!).  It's been the teariest year yet, the most difficult in so many ways!

Yet, amidst studying for finals and probably the toughest university courses I've ever taken in my life, I am remarkably happy and ridiculously blessed.  I am married to the most incredible person in the world - I have her by my side, and Christ as our centre.  What could be better?  This Christmas isn't the kind where we'll have a big pile of gifts under the tree - our tree is about a foot tall and I bought it at a thrift store for $2, but it's sweet and I love it.  Our gifts?  A few new clothes we've bought this fall for new jobs and such, and going to Canada for a week.  Christmas day?  It will be spent traipsing through airports and squished into airplanes, but we'll be together.

It's been the most difficult year, and yet also the most blessed.  I married my best friend.  We live simply but we're together.  We are pursuing life - and right now that means college, and minimum wage, and tiny thrift store Christmas trees.  What could be sweeter?  My heart swells every time I see a red bow or a wreath - it's like all the light of Christmas and the blessed Christchild who came is bursting forth out of every decoration.  Christmas isn't about the gifts or even the traditions - for this year is almost entirely without either, but it is about the joy that comes through Jesus Christ, and His work in each life to fulfill His purpose, even if it means going through the yucky stuff in the meantime.

So we are grateful.